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122 days. Nice. But I don't know why it matters, if the idea is to stay sober for life. I guess it's a nice motivator in some ways at the beginning. Probably becomes less of a thing to check later down the line. Don't know what to write here. I'm still sober! Wooop woop! Funny how when I started this blog I wanted to write become a known blogger for this, get a book deal and yada yada. Now, not so much. I guess I changed my mind. Anyway, yaaay still sober. I've been to gatherings with friends and pubs and I didn't drink. It's only been about 3 events but still I've done it. I'm learning how to be social, sober. I feel more anxious about being seen as boring, about being boring, about whether what I'm saying is boring, whether the person I'm talking to thinks I'm boring and on and on and on and on. So it's going to be a journey. Ordinarily I guess i got liquid courage from the alcohol- I didn't even realise that was the case.